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au lac

the drinks & dessert menu at au lac overwhelmed me.
thanks to @looooo3 for holding up the menu for me!
oh boy. uhm, what? what are we looking at?
what do we want?!?!?!? uh ... CHOICES, so many choices.

http://www.yelp.com/biz/au-lac-fountain-valley-2

p.s. chef ito smells like HEAVEN. wow.

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Posted May 6, 2011

astralpr0n

  • hypernova, ☆
  • pair-instability supernova; ☆
  • collapsars, full optical violence. ★
  • hypergiant,
  • supermassive;
  • luminosity class 0
  • }explode{✷}suicide{
  • the brightest destruction
  • my altar, starlit ✫
  • & Sagittarius A*

 

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[found on a messageboard]

By your question, "Can you provide sources of professionals that say that schizoids lack emotions?", did you actually mean "Can you provide the source of a professional that is yelling at the top of his lungs just how much of a big pile of non-emotions schizoids are?".

If I didn't know better, I would have thought that the following quote was almost insulting to schizoids. But then, I remembered, schizoids feel nothing.

rawesome

This morning I was determined to finally make it to Rawesome, a specialty grocery store in Venice.  At the risk of sounding crazy new age, it is all raw shit, see? ;)  It is membership-only & rather expensive, but it aims at the diet and lifestyle I've wanted forever.  So - today was the day I went to see what the fuss was all about --- and to test myself how badly I actually wanted the raw life.

Oh boy, do I want the raw life.  But I'm no vegan or vegetarian and I most likely never will be.  But I ADORE my smoothies and uncooked meat & fish.  Perfect for someone like me who doesn't even chew (yes, I'm *incredibly* lazy).  I've wanted it forever but - it costs so much, plus there are few places willing to handle completely raw meat.  Sushi is one thing, but beef & chicken and whatnot are another.  Fucking nothing makes me oreffinggasmic as uncooked, untainted, unfucked beef ... Steak tartare or carpaccio, anyone?

I dragged the Englishman @rickt out to Venice.  There was a nice modern house next to the shop (no sign, just "665," one cute digit away from "666") that was graced with a single and beautiful chandelier.  We paid for a $1 day pass (a year's membership is $25).  Rawesome re-uses all their containers, even the egg cartons. The selection wasn't big but the choices were exquisitely exacting.

My head was fogged up from sweet Seroquel the night before, so I went for easy shopping: 2 blood oranges (oh so bloody red inside), $10 Raspberries & Cream (Amish cream, sage honey, vanilla, raspberries), a $20 Syrah of BOOM BOOM! from Whole Foods across the street (sober ain't my game) and LAST BUT NOT LEAST - a glass jar of raw bleeping beef!  "Spicy Beef" was $15 and completely worth the extravagance.

@rickt: "The economy is so bad!" me: "And we're going to a specialty foods store. :)" Both of us: "Did that homeless guy's sign say ... COKE?"

I am drunk as bleep right now, so I'm just going to wrap it up that raw meat is all I have ever wanted. Always have and always will.  DIVINE.  Raw meat, raw milk - it's simply made for me.  Oh! The Raspberries & Cream?! HOLY!!! Like @rickt said, "You can smell the farm" --- Americans are SO missing out when they shop at Ralphs or whatever. You've never had real damn cream.  Real cream is ... "Wow" was all we both could say; it is like nothing you've ever known.

Anyway, it was a lovely golden afternoon of eating in my trashed-up car with a best buddy - just by the beach - enjoying the grand simplicity and richness of *FOOD* food - and avoiding work. :P  I love you, California.  And yes, blast it, I am a closet hippie.  Rawesome, 665 Rose Ave, Venice, CA 90291 - Wednesday: noon - 8pm, Saturday: 9am - 4pm. PEACE THE JEEZ OUT. ____ p.s. CASH ONLY, FUCKERS.

p.p.s. there was a mysterious white ribbon in my mailbox this morning, which you can see in the picture of the BOOM BOOM & raw beef & my handmade Alice in Wonderland bag.

 

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moloko

this is the face of addiction:
the raw milk gang$ta.

where a quart is $7.
cream & colostrum are $14 for a pint.

got milk, baby?
give it to me raw :P

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silver lisp lips

got pierced today as zoetica of biorequiem.com watched over the pain-intolerant wuss that is me.  let's hope this heals! i'm off to bed; i haven't slept in nearly a month.  let's hope i sleeps!


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i was hoping it'd hurt hurt, but, no.

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why i worship blixa

Blixa

@3rdm reminded me of this piece from blixa bargeld of einsturzende neubauten. WORD.

i was watching one of the most panty-creamiest einsturzende neubauten clips the other night - armenia - and i had a hard time deciding who was hotter, blixa bargeld or hugh laurie (as dr. house especially).  i couldn't choose.  i wanted both.  right now, this present moment, if i could have a trifecta composing the ideal man ... hugh laurie, blixa bargeld & jónsi birgisson of sigur rós.  they're all intense, with a certain kind of dry, almost too bitter, sarcasm: the intellectual melancholic --- yet ... impish! (gracefully weird as all heck ;)) (experimental rule-benders!) brood gloom doom & boom boom, my love :P 

Filed under  //   avant garde   blixa bargeld   crush   einsturzende neubauten   experimental   hugh laurie   love   music   philosophy   sigur ros  

Niqaab.

covering up / for the webcam /

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A Bacon Story

Bacon

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